missed it

Very drunken weekend. Good time except the hassle from the ex which meant I had to have a mate save me (luv him) and was then home sooo late didn't get up in time for the surf which apparently was really good, FUCK. After the shots game the girls got me in on I dunno if I could have paddled a stroke anyway. But really really pissed off with myself for not getting in that session. I still want to show the boys (the good surfers like Si) that I'm much better. They want me to enter some comp in Nov, that'll be a laugh. Anyway I did have an ok surf on the Friday and another shitty one Saturday.

Nice to see everyone out for landlady's birthday, and it was good fun. Pub full to bursting with all the usual suspects, realised me and one other girl were the only single ones there. As she is 17 and rather stunning I don't think it bothers her but it DOES ME!

Innit strange, attraction. Always the ones you can't have, and then there's the ones you could have but it would be a really, really bad idea. Also the ones that tick all the boxes, but you just don't fancy them. Or at least, I don't think I do. Half the time I'm not sure what the box labels say anyway. Sometimes, there seems to be only one box, and it's label says 'male'.

Phone call from the olds in the Canary Islands. 'Oooh, you should have come, it's the place to be.' You don't say.

Very depressed today, in pain and miss the sea after, ooo, twelve hours. Can I last 6 months??